I had 5 abortions 25-30 years ago. I was not a Christian at the time. When I became a Christian I felt like I was forgiven for the abortions. I never talked about the abortions until recently when I was encouraged to tell my family and some close friends about it. I felt a burden lift after I shared with them. My counsellor also recommended that I participate in the next Domino Ministry. I had no idea that the abortions in my past were creating any problems for me, but I thought I would go and see if it would help me.
I was suprised how God ministered to me during the service. I had always felt shame over the abortions, but instead, the shame was replaced with pride for my kids that had been aborted. I felt so proud of them and such an overwhelming love for them--a mother's love. I felt bonded to them. I also have earthly kids and I felt that they were part of this too. I felt the same love and felt so proud of them as well.
Before going to the service I was ashamed of the abortions, but after the service the shame was replaced with love and being proud of my kids in heaven (just the opposite of shame). God brought healing to me that I didn't even know I needed. I totally recommend this program to anyone who has had an abortion because it really invites God in and allows Him to do a healing work.
-Jeannie